Lyrics
To Have It All
It sounds absurd
But I will search
Across the Earth
Limit what I’m worth
Just to hold your hand
See you smile again
But I would fall
Just To Have It All
Well if you’re wondering why I try
I’d say I wanted you too, still do
Well if you’re wondering why I tried
I’d hope you’re digging me too
Yes I do
It makes no sense
For me to pretend
That we’re more than just friends
Just to impress them
‘Cause everything that we had
is so long gone and I’m so glad
Yet, I would fall, ooh
Just To Have It All
Well if you’re wondering why I try
I’d say I wanted you too, still do
Well if you’re wondering why I tried
I’d hope you’re digging me too
Yes I do
Each day I’d hope to hold your hand
And we’ll be kissing in the rain
Massage your body in the sand
Hold me when my life goes insane
Until then I’ll feel the pain
Yet I would fall
Ooh, just To Have It All
Well if you’re wondering why I try
I’d say I wanted you too, still do
Well if you’re wondering why I tried
I’d hope you’re digging me too
Yes I do
Well if you’re wondering why I try
I’d say I wanted you too, still do
Well if you’re wondering why I tried
I’d hope you’re digging me too
Yes I do
Well if you’re wondering why
I guess that I’m just that guy
The one who’d fall, Ooh
To Have It All
Peace and Serenity
I’ve fallen deep into the ground
Been amongst the seas and have surely drowned
But I’ve seen a dream that’s not so far away
I’ll make the change and I’m starting today
So I wipe my eyes, stand on my feet
Look to the skies, unto the Lord my heart speaks
That I’m giving up, feels like I’m dying
Steadfast to faith, and keep on trying
Given me the world, I turned it into something I loathe
How did I come to be at these crossroads?
I’m searching for Peace and Serenity
Peace and Serenity
I’m searching for Peace and Serenity
Peace and Serenity
I see the clouds from miles away
The winds are strong but let it be no mistake
That I’m never giving up ‘cause you’re not giving up, no
You’re not so far away and yet so far away, yea
I’m bringing back the sun to shun the storm and bring a new day
So I wiped my eyes, stood on my feet
Looked to the skies and cried, “You almost had me beat!”
But I’m never giving up ‘cause you’re not giving up, no
Always a part of me, unwilling to depart from me
I made the change and now I’m coming clean
Given me the world, I turned it into something that I loathe
How did I come to be at these crossroads? Yeah
Taking back my life to be the person I can stand
Making up a better plan to succumb to who I am
Peace and Serenity
Peace and Serenity
Peace and Serenity
Peace and Serenity
Peace and Serenity
Peace and Serenity
I’m searching for Peace and Serenity
Peace and Serenity
This Nor That
It’s a simple question / Do you want my love?
Let me give it to ya / Been on my brain enough
Well what’s it to ya? / We both had it all wrong
So take a moment and realize you’re not alone
It’s neither This Nor it’s That / Promise you won’t look back
Drag yourself outside your hole / Mistakes ain’t all that you know
Well if you’d give it a chance / Promise you won’t look back
Find out ‘bout life your own way / You’ll be glad you did someday / Hey hey hey
So let me give it to you / Or you can have your way
I’m versatile / I’m fine either way
If you don’t know, then I suggest you find somebody else
Got no time for crossing boundaries / No no no
It should be no question / If you really wanted it this way
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Honestly, where do I go? / Gotta take steps when it’s so cold
Now everything I ever learned is now unknown
Oh who would’ve known?
Please tell me / Where do I go? / Where do I run?
Where is my head?
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You are all that I have
You were all that I had
Temptations
It keeps calling, calling, calling me
Surely must be good for me
It keeps calling, calling, calling, my name
Surely must be good for me / Yeah
I’ve lost it, i’m out of touch / On the prowl to be tasteless
I’m creepin’, my face is flush / I prefer to be reckless
Out of mind, out of body / Never mind, let’s get naughty
Come to me, come to me / I know i shouldn’t but…
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Inspection, perfection / Injection, intoxication
Out of mind, out of body / I found love despite this lust
Our blood now a rush
Heavily breathing we we keep on proceeding
Give in to the rush
I know you’re feeling it, I know you’re willing too
Tick tock the clock, goes the time / Falling fast, feeling fine
Come to me, come for me / I know I shouldn’t but…
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A part of me wants to give it up
A part of me don’t wanna give it up, no
A part of me wants to give it up
But most of me ain’t gonna give it up, no
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Trust
Break up when we wake up, we make up and take up time to fool ourselves /Trouble times came, yes, we sensed it, we sensed what it was before we fell / You know that I hate you, I love you, I love when we just lose ourselves / Move away from you touch me like you want to / Last time we'll rebel, no I won't tell
If you really think about it, we could keep it going / Not a soul has to know
Take everything / And let me show you things / That'll make you believe / So just Trust in me
We fool around, hoping we won’t get caught / They're listening, but I surely hope not / If they knew what we do, if only they knew, what could they do? / Move closer to me touch me like you want to / Do what you want to, I'll keep my cool
If you really think about it we could keep it going, not a soul has to know / And if you're really 'bout it, I'll make sure everything is under control
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Relapse
Stop!
Hold on now / You are getting way out of pocket / Before I Relapse
Slow down, mother fucker / You don’t wanna hurt nobody / Help me Lord
Hold up / Why you trippin? Need to stop before you wreck somebody / Before I Relapse
Oh, the damage that you could do / Ooh, if you only knew
Something’s taken over me, the feeling is killing me / I’ve lost my mind / It ain’t that I wanna hurt anybody, more like self-destructing all of the time / The mind and the soul and the body all need protecting / So what’s with mine? / Blame it on the trauma that has shaped me / Can’t be who I’m made to be / Brink of a crime
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I’ve been wrong, I’ve been way in denial / It breaks me, it gets me trouble / No one can tell / I’m so lost, I’ve been gone far too long / What breaks me can make me much stronger / But I just can’t tell / I’m all alone, by myself, screaming for help
I’m lonely, succumb to depression / Is this life real? / Worried ‘bout myself, care for my mental health / The worst of me ends in this lifetime / Just one more hit
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Something’s taken over me / The feeling is killing me / I’ve lost my mind
Out To Get Me
I know they’re out to get me / And sometimes, I don’t care
Content with all of humanity / I’ll sit through all the cold stares
Well, why worry when your heart’s as cold as steel?
Keep it pushing ‘cause you know it’s beyond real
I know they’re out to get me / Ain’t nothing to it when you’re living beyond compare
While we sit through it wondering if we can bare / When they judge and they say
That it’s too much How we live, we laugh, we love
Oh lord, deliver us / ‘Cause it’s too much
To understand why they kill, they’re corrupt, they lie
Why won’t this construct disrupt? / Why oh why?
They say it gets better / So when and how long do I wait?
We were made for each other, baby / But why must they say it’s just a phase?
Well, don’t worry ‘cause my heart is still on the table / Gotta get dirty just so they know we’re able
I know they’re out to get me / Ain’t nothing to it when you’re living beyond compare
While we sit through it wondering if we can bare / When they judge and they say
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Why, oh why? / Why not make it right? / Why, oh why? / Why, not make things right? / Why, oh why?
Something To Say
I know that I shouldn’t feel this way / Shouldn’t have a single word to say /
But did you know that past is all I have? / In fact, I never left /
Though there is one thing I know for sure / you are all I want and nothing more /
You are more than all I have / If Heaven’s glad / then They can pass on by me /
An infinite of words can not describe / all the silly love I try to hide /
There just is no point / So why? / You are my life / My every motive indeed /
And finally when my day of rest has come / I would not have loved anyone /
How could I when from the start you’ve had my heart / tore it apart and left me?